Anonymous asked: ahh, okay. it doesn't sound silly! and since tumblr doesn't allow links, is there anyway I could show you? ;3; (I hope this doesn't sound creepy) but I also follow you on ig so I could pm you there it but I'm kinda awkward and social aniexty so I might be kinda scared to reveal who I am -- I don't really know you personally, I think I have met you once but didn't talk much because I'm quiet, but I like to look at your tumblr and ig from afar; and I noticed how you felt down and wanted to cheer
It shouldn’t be awkward. I’m awkward and you say you are. A negative times a negative equals a positive. It should not. PM it, please!
Anonymous asked: I saw where you were maybe not feeling that good (based upon your last vent-post here) and this is kinda embarrassing but I was bored and messing around with the faceq app (you can make like little anime characters of people with) and I tried to make one that based on/looked like you in an attempt of making you cheer up, if not just for a few seconds or make your day a tiny bit better. c: www(.)tinypic(.)com/view(.)php?pic=2u6l6vs&s=8#(.)VAXl09m9LCQ - hopefully the link works!
Hey! It’s not working, but don’t feel embarrassed. That is my favorite thing to have… To have a visual of how others view me. It does make me feel better and I’d really like to see it! I’ve been feeling down and I don’t mean to vent. Sorry if it’s seemed over dramatic / silly.
I hate everything about myself. I hate how I hate everything and I just hate being alive. I hate it. Nobody understands me and they are just so quick to anger, and when my response is the same, it’s in turn my fault. I really don’t like anything anymore. Nothing at all. And joy is short lives and nobody appreciates me. Please be concerned about my mental health before you so go off on me. I’m apparently some suicidal kid that uses my past suicide attempts as a tool and fake mental illnesses and oh yeah! Apparently I’m anorexic because I want to go to the grocery and buy food… Oh, the irony
I just want to quit and go lay in the ground.
I want to self embalm me in a mindset of unease and depression. I yield no interest to anybody and carry no society altering perks or traits. I impress girls with shitty poems that… I fool them and only because they’re fools and I know it. No girl with any substance or any real sense of awareness of talent would not fail to see right through my skin deep creativity.
-self absorbed dbag